Friday, 25 February 2011

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Hello i'm back again. :)

A lot of things have been happening to my life lately, where do i start?

Here we go…

Family

My brother has been regularly undergoing dialysis since December 2010. I thought he would grow up after all the things that have happened to him, but how disappoints us. He still remains the same. He acts likes a 10 years old child! Playing computer games and often going to the cinema to watch movies. Damn it! >.< He didn’t think at all when he spent all this money. He doesn’t worry about anything! He can’t work! He doesn’t have any income and he still owes a few banks for credit card payments! Maybe he did it purposely, so that we won’t worry about him. This CNY I went back to Malaysia. My mum and dad look older than before because of him! My mum and dad cry because of him! He didn’t even know and still blame on us! He didn’t think why his health condition will turn bad? He doesn’t think about why we do so many things for him! It is just because we love him! Can’t you just appreciate what we did for you? T.T

Friendship

One of my closest friends that I’ve always trusted backstabbed me. She acts like an Angel in front of everyone, but actually she is a Devil behind you! Maybe I shouldn’t say that, maybe I’m the only one she ever did this to. I really don’t know what’s wrong with her! She was such a close friend and then one day completely changed with no apparent reason. I don’t know what I did that made her suddenly turn 180°. She said something that’s not true at all, behind my back to my friend! I tried to call her but she never answered my phone call and didn’t return my call. I texted her but she never replied! We used to be very close but now everything has changed. Even when we met each other, we didn’t talk more that 5 sentences at all. Luckily I still have a small handful of awesome friends who I know for a fact will show up in a snow storm driving 2 hours into the middle of nowhere to bust me out of a bad situation. Treat people like you want to be treated though. If you aren’t going to be there for them through hardships, why should they be there for you?

Friday, 14 January 2011

Heartrending

Recently, there are a few friends told me that their family member gets sick, me too. I just talked to an old friend. Just knew that his mother gets sick and she is going to blind soon. Why? Diabetes!!! I feel sorry to hear that and I really feel bad for him because he doesn’t know what to do, me too. Another friend's brother got minor stroke because of diabetes. My brother starts to do dialysis because of diabetes too.

I’m so far away from home, I can’t do anything but even I were home I also don’t know what to do. The only thing that I know what I can do is do not let my parents worry about me. Currently my parents need to put full attention on my brother due to his sickness. Hopefully, through this incident my brother will grow up and also will take good care himself. Please do not wait until something happen that will make him regret forever only he decided to change. That will be too late.

2 days ago one I got sorrowful news from my high school classmate. She told me that one of my high school classmates passed away because of car accident. When I heard the news I felt so sad. Its just freaked me out. I just met him last year during CNY. I talked to him and we said that we will keep in touch. Who knows… May he rest in peace... (T.T)

Life is short, we must appreciate what we have now.

Thursday, 13 January 2011

2011

Happy New Year! Happy 2011! New Year New Life! All bad things already over and all good things coming soon! :)

Just realized is already 2011! hehe... I’ve only updated few blogs last year. :P

I wonder why other people have a lot of things to update in their blog but for me i really don't know what to update! It takes me ages to update a blog. wuakaka! It makes me feel ashamed.

Ok. I will try my best to update my blog more often. It’s really needs my endurance and effort on it. Maria keeps asking me to update my blog so that my English will improve through here. I think now she had run out of effort to ask me update my blog. haha...

On the other hand, I’ve also addicted to the songs that sang by Maria Mena, I’m in Love and It must have been love. I just fell in love to her voice. She has a great voice, her voice is so beautiful, and she is amazing. The songs that sang by her are full of emotional and meaningful. You guys can have a try, see whether you guys will fall in love to her song or not! :) Maybe it’s just my cup of tea. Haha…. XD