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Hello~! Every one do you know where am i now?
hehe... Yes! Yes! Yes! I'm back! I'm in Malaysia now! haha... i'm so excited and happy... haha...
Okay! I'm busy now! going to take bath! Byeeeeeee! ;)

Bad Luck

Sigh.............. I'm really don't know what happen to me! God is fooling me! I lost my wallet today. Why this kind of thing always happen on me? I'm really hope the person who found my wallet will return it to me, I know is impossible but I really hope so! T.T

Another SAD incident!

I LOST MY ANKLET! I LOST MY ANKLET! I LOST MY LOVELY ANKLET!
SAD!!! :(

Exam END!

Have been long time didn't post my blog. Like what Maria said! She found mould in her blog and me as well. I'm having my exam, not I'm lazy to post. Today I have 1 good news and 1 bad news!

GOOD NEWS!
Hooray....! I have finished my last paper! I have finished my exam! No need to study already! I can enjoy my holidays! Yea!!! *clap my hands, like a monkey jumping around!*

BAD NEWS!
I didn't know how to do the exam questions. I needed to answer eight questions but I only know 3 questions that I was answered it in correctly. *crying, put one's finger in one's eye.*

I should feel happy after my exam isn't it? Before that I think I will very happy after finish my exam, but now I don't know what my feeling is, happy? sad? I only know that now I feel very very very tired. Actually the exam period I feel want to give up, but I know I can’t! I know I have to face it! Really hope that I will pass all my paper. God bless me!!! I already try my best.

I miss home so much! Every day I dream I was back home! I dream I was hanging out with my family and friends! Do you ever miss home so much like me? You will know the feeling once you leave home!

Never mind! I will be back soon!!!!!! hehe... :)

Last assignment! Mission Completed!!!

Just completed my last assignment for this semester last night! It was so tough! I used almost 2 weeks to finish it. In the end, Maria was the person who finished MY assignment. *slap myself! Stupid gal! Maria who studying Pharmacy course helped me to do Financial Management assignment! Honestly, I’m trying so hard to do the assignment *beating my heart for saying that, but who knows the last few days on due only I know I did it wrongly! I really wanted to give up that time! I don’t want to pass up the assignment. Luckily Maria told me she will be my backup. Lastly Maria churns up her brain and helps me to finish it. Maria, thank you very much for helping me… @.@ Without you I believe that now I’m still seating on IS lab doing the ‘CRAP’ assignment!
Exam is coming soon. I only left 2 weeks to do my revision! I have 4 core subjects Accounting Information System, Management Accounting, Financial Management and Commercial transaction. Left 2 weeks for me to fight for the exam after that I will be FREE! No pressure, no exam, no worry, the most important thing is No Assignment! Haha… and I got freedom….. Hehehehe… I will wait til the day when I step foot on the airport floor. That’s mean I’m going home! Hehehehe…
Okay! I want to go home cook dinner already. Eng forget to eat her breakfast and lunch! Huiyoooo! No wonder she is so thin. NoT FAIR! Why they can forget to eat why I can’t? That’s why the sizes are different! Haha...

SGI President Ikeda's Daily Encouragement

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08 October 2007

Happiness doesn't exist on the far side of distant mountains. It is within you, yourself. Not you, however, sitting in idle passivity. It is to be found in the vibrant dynamism of your own life as you struggle to challenge and overcome one obstacle after another, as you clamber up a perilous ridge in pursuit of that which lies beyond.

SGI President Ikeda's Daily Encouragement

What will the future be like? No one knows the answer to that question. All we know is that the effects that will appear in the future are all contained in the causes that are made in the present. The important thing, therefore, is that we stand up and take action to achieve great objectives without allowing ourselves to be distracted or discouraged by immediate difficulties.

Life without Internet

Finally i can post new stuff. hehe... My home internet was cut off on 1st of October. It was so boring without internet in this isolated island. Nothing can do at home... no internet! no phone! Wah! i'm gonna be crazy! So... Don't feel curious if i didn't online for so long. Luckily i just left few months to go. i'll be HOMEEEEE! hehe... *wink* so happy!! can't wait for that time come! i'm so excited! Home! Home! Home! Home! I love my home!!!! I miss my home so much!!!!!! muahahaha!!! I can't wait to see my family and friends!!!!
I think thats it for today. Don't know what else to write because too excited! haha...
I will update when got new thing happen to me. bye....

SGI President Ikeda's Daily Encouragement

SGI President Ikeda's Daily Encouragement
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03 October 2007

No matter how wonderful our dreams, how noble our ideals, or how high our hopes, ultimately we need courage to make them a reality. Without action, it's as if they never existed.

Shopping & Blood Donation

This morning I went to BigW to buy a dress. Who knows the dress stock hasn’t come in. Sigh... Is this the fate? Don’t wan to let me buy! I went to BigW for 2 times but still couldn't get the dress. I like it so much... >.<
After that I went to city to buy some Red Cross stuff for my Red Cross freak friend->ERIC! When I reached the Red Cross head quarter I saw a big sign 'SHOP'. I was so happy I thought I have found the shop that sell red cross stuff. Who knows the things they sell were second hand things! aiya... Really make me dizzy! So I went to the reception counter to ask the receptionist. Where can I get the souvenirs from Australian Red Cross? The receptionist gave me stickers, pen, magnet and wristband. Actually I want to buy the T-shirt, first-aid handbook something like that. hehe... never mind... that also souvenirs. The unexpected souvenirs! hehe...
The girl ask me go to the 1st floor ask about the first-aid handbook. I went round the building and I saw the blood donation department. Then Lieng Weng asked me “Do you want to donate blood?” *his trying to tease me* I straight answer him YES! Let’s GO! Lieng Weng got shock! He asked me “Are you sure you want to donate your blood?” Yea!!!!!!!
I went to the counter and asked for the donation. Then I asked Lieng Weng to donate blood together. Do you know what his responded? NO!!!!! Is very painful! I afraid! GOSH…! A “Gentleman” afraid of injection! Lieng Weng ah… I want pengsan lo… really speechless!
Although today I couldn’t get the dress that I wanted to buy but I have done something meaningful for the community. 俗语说：好心又好报嘛！哈哈！I'm not greedy! I just hope that I can PASS all my paper. hehe... :)

Hurray, Hurray, Hurrayyyy!!!

Phew~! Just pass my most horrible week. Recently I haven't been posting stuff because rather busy with a lot of things. Handed assignment, presentation and sat 2 tests. Although still have 2 assignments left but I’m really feel relax after the commercial transaction presentation and test. This subject really makes me crazy! Because need to memorize a lot of things. Luckily I have met a guy. Clark! Thanks a lot! He is so kind. He really helps me a lot. He passed me all the information that he had. Without his information I think I couldn't sit for the test. Because it's too much things need to memorize. Hehe… I am a forgetter. This is also 1 of the thing that I most worry. Because I need to memorize a lot of things when exam.

Okay! Let me tell you the process of my presentation. Wow! I couldn’t sleep last night because feel panic. Hehe… Boh Loh Yiong! (hokkien) I turned left and right on my bed, I think after few hours I felt sleep. Gosh! Do you know what I had dreamed? I dreamed I was in class to do my presentation. In the dream I was very nervous and the worst thing was I forget what I want to present. That was so horrible. I woke up at 8am today and my heart started to beat so hard. I prepared the summary that I’m going to distribute to my classmates, checked for everything that I need to bring. Lastly, I changed my war suit! * jitter *

When I reached commerce building I ran to the office and borrowed the projector. After that I rush into the classroom.*breathless* rushing here and there… After everything was set up I distribute the summary for my classmates. Here its come i start to do my presentation. "Good afternoon everyone..." my voice is too soft! Adjust my voice to become louder! hehe... "I'm Carmen tan.. *Blinking of eyes* That's all for my presentation today!" Everyone were clapping their hands and my tutor said Good! Excellent! hmm... I'm acting very natural when I present, but actually I'm very scare. hehe... Hope that i was succeed to cheat everyone but not myself. And the accurate answer whether my presentation good or not I'll know on next week 4/10/07. I hope that I can get good result, because I have spent a lot of time in this assignment.

After my presentation I walked down to Uni centre to sit my commercial transaction test. Waiting for an hour to sit my test, between the free time i continued to do my revision.When the lecturer start to distribute the test paper, I looked at the question slinkingly. Actually we are not allow look at the question before the test. OMG!!! The question I saw I don't know how to do! *Panic* How? How? Find the answer quickly from my notes. Who knows i didn't bring the textbook so i called my friend to check the answer. Luckily she found the answer and tell me. hehe... Although it just only 1 question, at least i got 1 answer sure correct. haha...

*You can start to do the questions now*

I started to do the questions. Luckily half of the questions i studied before. Whose contribute the most? Of course is ME la! No la... Is CLARK la...!!! He got me the pass year paper. Half of the questions repeated from the pass year paper. So I'm 100% sure that I will pass this test.

I have passed my busy week just like that... I give myself 2 days holiday. Then start my another assignment again. Sigh... I really hate assignment! I really don't know until when only I can stop saying this sentence "I HATE ASSIGNMENT!!!!" haha...

ANDREW~

Andrew. 23. Going to 24. Male. Single. Chinese. Malaysian. Non-smoker. Football freak. Talkative. Hardworking. Responsible. Reliable.

He likes to hang out with friends and make new friends (especially gals). He is extremely desperate to find a girl friend. Gals don't get shock. He is not a playboy I can swear that he is a good guy. He just a little bit worry about that he cannot find a girl friend. When people get to a certain age they start to think about their future life, their future wife, and etc. So therefore i'm here to introduce you this desperate guy who is seeking his beloved. If interested please contact 012-#######. First come first serve basis. hehe...

Here he come tang tang tang tang! The photo of Andrew~!

Unlucky day...

Today is my unlucky day! Last night Seok Eng (SE), Lieng Weng (LW) and I had plan to visit Cadbury Factory. So today i need to wake up early and prepare breakfast for SE and LW. We planned to have our breakfast at 10am afterthat we will go to commerce building to take our test paper and pass up assignment. Who knows LW cannot wake up and let us wait until 11am only leave home.

We start our journey to Cadbury factory at 12.45pm. go there we need to spend an hour. We affraid that we can't get in time because the last tour at 1.30pm. But I insisted to go because we already spent the bus fair and we got nothing to do also. we sat an hour on the bus and i felt headached and dizzied. Because the bus have stopped for every stop. When we reach there that time was 1.45pm. We run to the counter and asked for the tour, the receptionist told us the tour was fully booked until Monday. Gosh!!! My arse felt numbness! Who knows she told us FULLY BOOKED! *show the whites of eye* The receptionist saw us looked disappointed then she gave us each person 2 pieces of chocolate. Fine! Forgive you! hehe...

We rushed back to the bus station again. Luckily the bus haven't left. Then we keep on our planned. we went to A1 fruit market to buy some vegies and fruits. Wow! Damn heavy! Bought a lot of apples. 'Boh pian' la... we so sayang Maria ho... hehe... She will understand what i say. haha... After taken our lunch we wanted to go back. Who knows heavy rain! haiz... need to wait until the rain stop only can go back. When we reached home already 5pm! Super tired...
'Boh ian' to the Cadbury factory! sigh...

Mid-Sem break...

I have done nothing for this mid-sem break, just left some photos and memories.


Lieng Weng and Maria were acting Hip Hop at my room. Because everyone was too free and nothing to do. haha...


I'm working now, don't disturb me! If not i'm going to knock you. hehe...

Nice grass for us to take photo. lt's so green and clean. I think I couldn't find this at my hometown.

Wow! "Charlies Angels" huh! Wasn't it looks same? But just the shadows. Hehe...

In the huge church without furniture, roof, everything...

The End!!! Byeeeeeeee

Give & Take

I believed on luck. Meet friends also need some luck. If your luck is good then you will meet nice people, when your luck is bad you will meet bad people. Me... 99:1! mean I have met both but i'm very lucky 99% of people i met is nice and became my friends and it is perfectly worth to remembering instead of the remaining 1% is my 'passing traveller' it is well... KANASAI!!! em... Actually i'm a forgetter. I already forget the kanasai people. But I believed that you will get back the same thing from how you treat people just maybe not from the same person on you hope to get back. Because we cannot expect to get back the same thing that you have done to that person. Isn't it 5 fingers also in different length, rite...? I assure that one people must be initiative than another. So appreciate the people that care so much about you. Maybe they just around you but you never notice them.

Bored!!!!!!!!

Help! i'm so boring! Homesick! Coming again PMS! *whoop*

No mood!!!!!!!!!!!

i have stopped writing my blog for few days, now going to start again. hehe... i'm having my mid-semester break now so felt lazy to write my blog. Because my life was so bored and nothing interesting for me to post too. My holidays almost finish only left 3 days. After my break i have a test, presentation and assignment due. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh!
sigh... Why my life feel so bored? asignment! exam! test! make me crazy!!! What can i do to make my life more interesting?

... :( i miss my home, i miss my home, i miss my home.........

OMG!!! No cakes! No chocolate! No donuts!

I have signed a 'small' agreement with my dear 'MARIA'! Start from 1st of September 2007 we are going to be on diet! NO MORE CAKES, CHOCOLATE, DONUTS! Besides, we got no supper no extra junk food after meal. If one of us breaks the rule, then we will have the curse become a Fatty girl. Sigh... I have no choice... because after I came to Tassie i have gained my weight from 56kg to 62kg! GOSH!!!!!!!!! I need to stop this if not I'll become a FAT FAT gal! I don't want to become a 'TEAPOT'! No doubt, I sure lose this because the foods I have listed down all were my favorite foods in Tassie and the main thing was I'm a food freak. *whimper* Whereas, endurance of Maria was extremely fabulous! Sigh… miserable! *smack myself* Carmen! Carmen! You cannot lose this! If you break the rule, you will become a teapot! You need to sober up! かんばって！

Recently, I have started to go Gym, play badminton, yoga and go to the exercise classes such as Aerobox, Step strategies, Intermediate and Belly Dancing, but most of the time I didn't go to the belly dancing because I feel that I didn’t sweat a lot. I went to play badminton yesterday and today morning. Now my butt and leg were very painful seems like a disable person when I walked. Maybe because of this condition plus inadequate of slept, my mood was unstable. Maria can feel that too. Suddenly feel happy and suddenly feel angry. Haha… Crazy fellow! Maybe PMS! Haha… Ok! Going to watch movie! But not in the cinema is in my laptop. Byesssssssssssssssssssss….

Let u guys see my agreement! haha….

It was just a simply promissory note! Maybe you don't understand what it means but we both know. It's between YOU and ME! This is our agreement! haha!

I got 9 marks!!! Hahahaha!!!!!

Wow!!! I got 9 marks!!!!!!! Yea!!!!!!!!!! I got 9 marks out of 10 marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!! Can u feel how happy was I?????????? hahahahha..... I’m getting crazily!!!! hahaha....!!!!! OKOK! Serious! This is my Commercial Transaction Assignmet (Business Law). I get 9 marks out of 10 marks! haha.... I never imagine that I can get this mark! At here I need to Thanks to Ah Hong, Maria, Wan Jin, Clark, the Librarian at Law Library and MEEEEEEEEEE. haha.... without them I wouldn't got such high marks.

OK! Now I'm going to tell you the whole story when I went to take my assignment. I have my law lecture on Thursday 30/8/07 at 2pm also tutorial at 12pm. When i finished my tutorial i went to see my tutor to ask for my assignment. She told me I'll get my assignment back on the lecture. When I attended my lecture the lecturer came with whole class assignments. She started to divide the assignments into Alphabetical followed by our last name. After divided she asked us to search for it.

Ok! I went to ‘T’ section and searched for my assignment. Eh!!! Never mind! I went to ‘C’ section. Eh!!! *scratch my head* Where is my assignment????? That time I was so nervous because I afraid that I’ll get plagiarism. My lecturer started to announce ‘Who didn’t found your assignment please comes and see me tomorrow morning 10.30 am to 11.30 am’. GOSH!!!!!! I can hear my heart beating! Lup dup lup dup! After that my lecturer continues the announcement. Because of the other tutor have some emergency case so she can’t give us back the assignment need to wait until tomorrow. phew~!-.-” She scared me! Why don’t you say it faster? Haha…

I woke up at 9 something. I was dreaming. You know what I dream? I dream I get 8 marks out of 10 marks. That time I was scolding myself day dreaming it is impossible! After brushed my teeth and took bath I went to Commerce Building with Lieng Weng to take my assignment. On the way, I started to think how many marks I can get? I tell Lieng Weng don’t tell me I’ll just get 3 or 4! I’ll faint! At least I want to get 5 out of 10. That ‘Smelly’ Lieng Weng cursed me he said that I’m late to get my assignment so my lecturer will deduct my marks! *HOT!* I starts to scold him! Haha… He surrenders! He say deduct other people marks and add to mine! Haha… Ok! I forgive him!

When I reached there I was unlucky, my lecturer not in her room. Where she go? I thought I was so bad luck! Luckily she came back after few minutes. She asked me to go in her room and she started to search my assignment. She said if I see my name just ask her to stop. The assignment dig one after another. Finally I saw my name! Yes! This one. Haha… Do you know how many marks I get? 8.5! Yea! She took it out and checked. Suddenly she told me “I’m Going to correct your marks now!” OMGGGGGGG! NOOOOOOOOOO! That Lieng Weng “smelly mouth”! *whimper*

She was looking at my referencing. She said again I’m going to correct your marks. Oh No! I’m thinking ‘Don’t tell me my referencing done it wrong again! I already spent a lot of time done that referencing.’ She told me you get half mark on the referencing now I’m going to add another half mark for you because bla bla bla… I was too happy that time. Even my lecturer stand in front of me but I was totally couldn’t hear what she told me. Haha… I was too happy! My dream comes true! Haha… It’s higher than those marks I obtained in the dream! Haha… Okay! I’m stuck! Haha… too high! Don’t know what to write already.

See ya! Muacks! Haha….

Gals pay attention! Don't ever make the wrong decision!

Nowadays guys were such useless, worthless, heartless...! haiz... really make me breathless & speechless!!! Gals don't ever choose the guy as below.

Let me introduce Mr. A!

He is 32 years old man, still a full time student! He is a very D.I.R.T.Y person!

D = damn

I = immoral

R = rude

T = twerp

Y = yarke

He was a damn shit guy! Never asking permission from others when he used other people belonging unless you saw he was using it. He like to chop in people conversation, the worst thing was he still give his personal comment! Somemore it is NON of His BUSINESS! The things that need his own view then he will just keep his mouth shut. He will hide in the hole if there's one! Such a 'Busybody' GUY! Yet he just take bath either once a week or non! Never change his cloth, wash his cloth just once within half year. Never 'aim' properly when go to toilet! Never wash hands after went to toilet. Like to act like a genius! Come on! Genius won't do comparison with the people who low level than him.

Ok! Why i'm saying he is a yarke? What's that mean? Yarke is an animal. A type of monkey which have a fox tail. Outside look gorgeous, but inside it was just a monkey! Can u get what i'm trying to describe?? Yarke sounds like "yark~!"

This is Yarke picture.

Honestly! Gals choose your Mr Right carefully! Don't ever meet the guy like this!

The 2nd night without Ah Hong (Fair)

Seem like i had already accepted the truth of Ah Hong left me. Luckily i'm having a test so i need to concentrate on my test if not i can't imagine that what will happen to me. Some more i can chat with ah hong through MSN. hehe... Nowadays science and technology were extremely advanced thus we no need to afraid that we will lose contact unless we don't want to keep in touch with each other. *simper*

No one can replace Ah Hong status in our heart. Like what she said before "THIS IS MY TERRITORY! NO ONE CAN REPLACE IT" I know how do you feel. I can feel it too... I thought I could accept other people but now only i know it is IMPOSSIBLE! From the day ah hong left i'm not used to be nobody sleep beside me. When i lay on my bed ah hong not sleep beside me anymore. It was empty on my right. It was cold! I feel so lonely. Luckily i still have Maa-ree-yah! She was so kind she told me she will sleep with me for 1 month. hehe... So Good! Maria I love U! *big hug + muack~!* :)

The 1st night without Ah Hong (Raining)

Maybe God knew that I feel very sad and stressed so it is raining now. Why most of the time when we feel sad then must be a rainy day? Is it really God can feel our sadness? Sigh... This is the 1st blog I’m trying to write out my feelings in my life. I know it is very hard for me, but i need to force myself to write it so that i can improve my english by writting blogs.

Finally, the day has come.... Ah Hong already left us....... :( very sad lerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! i couldn't control my tears when she left us. For the past few days, i really have no mood to sudy, i feel very down. The worst thing was my tears come out automatically when i think about Ah Hong is going to leave us. No one to chat with me any more during the late nights, because Maria always go to bed early.

Last night I couldn't sleep well, lay on my bed and feel very hard to breathe, because i know that once i wake up ah hong is going to leave us. Yet, i have no choice i know she will leave me 1 day. i have to accept this BLOODY truth. Although we just knew each other for 6 months but it seem like already 6 years. We had already built up extremely 'deep' friendship.

Today i woke up at 7.30am, i have cooked breakfast for ah hong. This is the last breakfast i prepared for her in 35 Grosvenor St. sigh... :( She double checked the things that she going to bring back home and asked me to donate her cloths that she didn't want to bring back. After checked everything, she took the photo with the lemon tree at our house backyard.

9.15am when we want to take photo with the plum blossom at neighbour house, Clark have reached our home. So we need to move the luggage in the car. When i took ah hong bag my tears automatically fall down even i try very hard to control it. Luckily we got Maria! She was trying to cheer the mood up so she talks many nonsense things. If not i think i will cry non-stop! haha...
I'm so useless...

*ding dong*

can passengers of flight jetstar 702 flying to melbourne please board the plane?



Oh... the time reached... Ah hong want go into the terminal already... when i hug her, my heart felt very painful seem like someone stab me with a knife. Everyone was crying Except CLARK! i'm really feel hard to let her go when i huged her. What to do...? I asked her faster go in the terminal. i know that my tears already not under my control. Finally she 'GONE'..... :(



Don't know why, on the way back i keep crying. Sigh... The funniest thing was when Clark droped Maria to Uni, Maria WARNING me to stop crying. haha... she asked Clark to look after me! haha... I know she was so worried about me. I feel very funny and CURI laugh in my heart because need a 'little gal' worried about me. Although she was smaller than me but her 'action', 'thinking' really like 'Lao Yi'... Maria ah Maria ah... Please act like your actual age! haha...



Ah Hong we will missssssssss you. Hope to see you soon on the January! Our 约定! When the time come please don't try to runaway ah! Don't give us a "BIG AEROPLANE"! haha... Wish you all the best in your working journey and meet your Mr. Right immediately. hehe... No matter where you go, what you do I will give you my fully support. I'll appreciate our friendship although your distance was so far. It will maintain the same. I won't forget the time we hang out together. The miss that can't speak it out from mouth. Do you understand?

I think is time to go. I want to prepare for my "WAR" already! hehe... Bye.........

GRAND OPENING

WELCOME!!
This is Carmen Tan speaking and i welcome u aboard. Please enjoy yourself and alert me if any assistance is needed.

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Okay i will improve my english by writing this blog. at the same time u guys in penang or wherever can get updated with the things happening to me here.

THE END

*typed by ME - you know who i am*