Maybe God knew that I feel very sad and stressed so it is raining now. Why most of the time when we feel sad then must be a rainy day? Is it really God can feel our sadness? Sigh... This is the 1st blog I’m trying to write out my feelings in my life. I know it is very hard for me, but i need to force myself to write it so that i can improve my english by writting blogs.
Finally, the day has come.... Ah Hong already left us....... :( very sad lerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! i couldn't control my tears when she left us. For the past few days, i really have no mood to sudy, i feel very down. The worst thing was my tears come out automatically when i think about Ah Hong is going to leave us. No one to chat with me any more during the late nights, because Maria always go to bed early.
Last night I couldn't sleep well, lay on my bed and feel very hard to breathe, because i know that once i wake up ah hong is going to leave us. Yet, i have no choice i know she will leave me 1 day. i have to accept this BLOODY truth. Although we just knew each other for 6 months but it seem like already 6 years. We had already built up extremely 'deep' friendship.
Today i woke up at 7.30am, i have cooked breakfast for ah hong. This is the last breakfast i prepared for her in 35 Grosvenor St. sigh... :( She double checked the things that she going to bring back home and asked me to donate her cloths that she didn't want to bring back. After checked everything, she took the photo with the lemon tree at our house backyard.
9.15am when we want to take photo with the plum blossom at neighbour house, Clark have reached our home. So we need to move the luggage in the car. When i took ah hong bag my tears automatically fall down even i try very hard to control it. Luckily we got Maria! She was trying to cheer the mood up so she talks many nonsense things. If not i think i will cry non-stop! haha...
I'm so useless...
*ding dong*
can passengers of flight jetstar 702 flying to melbourne please board the plane?Oh... the time reached... Ah hong want go into the terminal already... when i hug her, my heart felt very painful seem like someone stab me with a knife. Everyone was crying Except CLARK! i'm really feel hard to let her go when i huged her. What to do...? I asked her faster go in the terminal. i know that my tears already not under my control. Finally she 'GONE'..... :(
Don't know why, on the way back i keep crying. Sigh... The funniest thing was when Clark droped Maria to Uni, Maria WARNING me to stop crying. haha... she asked Clark to look after me! haha... I know she was so worried about me. I feel very funny and CURI laugh in my heart because need a 'little gal' worried about me. Although she was smaller than me but her 'action', 'thinking' really like 'Lao Yi'... Maria ah Maria ah... Please act like your actual age! haha...
Ah Hong we will missssssssss you. Hope to see you soon on the January! Our 约定! When the time come please don't try to runaway ah! Don't give us a "BIG AEROPLANE"! haha... Wish you all the best in your working journey and meet your Mr. Right immediately. hehe... No matter where you go, what you do I will give you my fully support. I'll appreciate our friendship although your distance was so far. It will maintain the same. I won't forget the time we hang out together. The miss that can't speak it out from mouth. Do you understand?
I think is time to go. I want to prepare for my "WAR" already! hehe... Bye.........
