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Hello i'm back again. :)

A lot of things have been happening to my life lately, where do i start?

Here we go…

Family

My brother has been regularly undergoing dialysis since December 2010. I thought he would grow up after all the things that have happened to him, but how disappoints us. He still remains the same. He acts likes a 10 years old child! Playing computer games and often going to the cinema to watch movies. Damn it! >.< He didn’t think at all when he spent all this money. He doesn’t worry about anything! He can’t work! He doesn’t have any income and he still owes a few banks for credit card payments! Maybe he did it purposely, so that we won’t worry about him. This CNY I went back to Malaysia. My mum and dad look older than before because of him! My mum and dad cry because of him! He didn’t even know and still blame on us! He didn’t think why his health condition will turn bad? He doesn’t think about why we do so many things for him! It is just because we love him! Can’t you just appreciate what we did for you? T.T

Friendship

One of my closest friends that I’ve always trusted backstabbed me. She acts like an Angel in front of everyone, but actually she is a Devil behind you! Maybe I shouldn’t say that, maybe I’m the only one she ever did this to. I really don’t know what’s wrong with her! She was such a close friend and then one day completely changed with no apparent reason. I don’t know what I did that made her suddenly turn 180°. She said something that’s not true at all, behind my back to my friend! I tried to call her but she never answered my phone call and didn’t return my call. I texted her but she never replied! We used to be very close but now everything has changed. Even when we met each other, we didn’t talk more that 5 sentences at all. Luckily I still have a small handful of awesome friends who I know for a fact will show up in a snow storm driving 2 hours into the middle of nowhere to bust me out of a bad situation. Treat people like you want to be treated though. If you aren’t going to be there for them through hardships, why should they be there for you?