Sigh... :(

I just realized I'll only update my blog when i feel sad. Because I don't know who can i talk to anymore.

I'm a very forgetful person but i never forget something that very important. I made a TERRIBLE mistake yesterday! My colleague asked me to help him picked up his daughter from school at 12.45pm yesterday. I didn't forget about it and i reminded myself few times yesterday morning. Even his wife texted me at 11am to remind me picked up her daughter. Guess what i replied her "Yes, i remember. See you later :)". Who would i know i totally forgot about it until my colleague rang my boss and asked where was i at 1.30pm. My boss was yelling at me "Carmen! you forgot Esme!" OMGGGG!!!! I feel so bad! I'm a terrible person! Until now I still can't forgive myself. i wanted to apologize to them, i rang them but they didnt want to answer their phones. I sent millions of sorry to my colleague and his wife but they didnt reply my text. Seem like they are not going to forgive me. :((((

I didn't do it purposely. I forgot to picked her up because i was too busy doing my work at that time. What else can i do to make up for my mistake? i know they trust me a lot and i have disappointed them. I'm really sorry... :(((

At least，there is a thing still can cheer me up. There are still some friends are really care about me. Although just a short message that asked me what's going on? How am i? its really means a lot to me. I feel glad that I still have you all...