Geram!!!

Recently I'm looking for job, I think i'm going jobless soon. I need to get a job ASAP! If not i'm going to die!!! My crazy boss told me the same things everyday? you have to give bla bla bla pressure! you have to ask bla bla bla to get new projects! If not our company not going to continue. He told me this thousand times!!!! Please stop telling me all this!! i'm hate to hear all the reasons that you gave us. 1 word! BORE!!!! Can you please take your own responsibility?? If you don't want to fight for the company then who will? The company is yours! not mine!!! i only can to the account for you!!! Please do what you should do instead of keep pushing all the things for other people. Things never come so easy! Don't expect everyone will fight for you without your own endeavour. I'm 100% sure my boss doesn't understand the meaning of "Give and Take"!!! He always want us to "GIVE" and he is the one who always "TAKE"! The most overstep thing was he always paid my colleague which is local people on time instead of my friend and I!!! Damn him!!! When i saw him i still need to smile with him! haiz... This is the different between employer and employees!!! Customers are always RIGHT!!! Boss also always RIGHT!!! i want my SALARY!!!!!! >.<>